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UFO Experiencer Feels
So Alone - 'Why Me?'
Brian Vike - Director
HBCC UFO Research
4-24-6
 
My thanks to the person for sharing their thoughts in the email below. Due to this him/her leaving for holidays, I will be making arrangements with others who are going through similar experiences to have this individual, and others, come together - if only by email - to talk and discuss what has been happening to them. It is a start, and as this person put it, many experiencers feel utterly alone and have no one to talk to. So, hopefully, I can make a small difference here.
 
From reading the following email sent to me, it is really sad that people who are going through something like this do not have anyone to speak with. I can only try to imagine what they might feel like: alone and afraid of what has been happening to them...wondering what will be coming next...and if it ever end.
 
The email I received which you are about to read has touched many who have read it and numerous phone calls have come to my home. Emails have also been coming in on a steady basis. I can't stress enough that if anyone is going through stress, fear, anxiety and loneliness due to ongoing UFO experiences, please write to me. Don't worry what people might think of you in doing so because your personal information stays private here with me and NO ONE will know who you are. If you just want to talk, I am here; if you want help in dealing with your experiences, I know some wonderful people who will be glad to assist.
 
Don't let these bizarre events get you down, or think for a moment you are the only one who is going through these kinds of experiences. You are most definitely NOT alone. You just have to be willing to take the first step and write me or call...and we will go from there.
 
Brian Vike - Director
HBCC UFO Research
hbccufo@telus.net
 
 
 
Hi Brian..how are ya?.
 
I just wanted to drop you a note and tell you of my memories. This is all very strange and seemingly very new for me. I told you about that one time about a dream that wasn't a dream, because I never awoke from it. Yet it sits in the front of my mind as if it was a dream I just awoke from, you know, the men in black, the black car and the giant syringe. Awakening and thinking I am still in the car because I can look down on the road and yet I was high above it. Well that it as it has been for years, and it is still with me.
 
I have a new dilemma. I like to relax and clear my mind, pretty much meditation. Not quite as strict as that would be, anyway just recently I have had these images, memories if you will, that seem to come around.
 
At first, I was just getting images of distorted faces, then everything started to get clear. The first time it happened I thought, wow, that would be the effects of TV ( I barley watch it anyway...TV is not my thing ). The memories of these figures...they are not human and they are very small when put next to us as grown adults. Brian, I tell you, I really thought it was just my imagination, now I am not sure about anything, including my sanity. It really feels like I am slipping away from it when I think about the memories.
 
It was 2 nights ago, I was relaxing...and the same thing happened. Brian, it made me scared. I was in a place, now this all is weird but, I know it as the ship...and it was not very bright inside. There were lights, but they were rather ambient in their intensity. The walls and floor were very smooth and flowing. There were no edges or corners, everything was smooth not rounded but flowing, no windows that I saw. I remember sitting on the floor, naked, my arms around my legs and my face in my knees and covering my eyes, rocking back and forth trying to make it go away because I didn't want to look anymore.
 
I didn't want to be there anymore. I didn't want them to touch me again. They were there and doing stuff, 3 or 4 of them I don't know what they were doing. I didn't want to watch and I wanted out of the madness. But they were not concerned about me being there, they went on like I was nothing to worry about and doing other things, not paying attention to me. Brian my whole body began to tremble as this memory occurred and suddenly. I was scared, trembling scared, and I began to have tears from the feelings. It certainly feels like the edge of insanity when the thoughts and feelings are at the front of my mind.
 
I am writing this to you because I know I won't be ridiculed or made fun of, or simply not believed. I guess I trust you the most out of every one that I know, strange as it is, seeing we have never met. But I thought I have to share this. Tell someone, anyone who will listen and believe me, you are the only one. I am not sure what is ahead, but after this memory, I don't really feel like I want to see these UFOs that I have been seeing. It now causes me to be apprehensive and scared of the thoughts of what's next if I do. That is not me, not at all..
 
That's all, I just need an ear. Thanks for being that ear for me, and sorry for taking up your time..thanks Brian.
 
As it stands, I am off to the lake for Spring, Summer and Fall, pretty much my whole time there. I don't really have any doubt that I will see more oddities in the sky this year. They just appear...and I certainly have never been looking for them, they just find me.
 
I hope you have a wonderful summer. I am packing right now getting ready for the lake. I leave next week. If I encounter anything of the sort again, of course, you will be the first to know.
 
I just wish I could talk to someone who has felt this, too. Someone who knows what I mean, what I am feeling, how apprehensive I have become towards life, my sanity and the reality of our universe. But I feel alone, and there is no one else to talk to..blah, blah. I will stop now. Take care, Brain, and thanks again.
 
 
Brian Vike, Director HBCC UFO Research Home - Phone 250 845 2189 email: hbccufo@telus.net Website: http://www.hbccufo.org HBCC UFO RESEARCH Newsletter At: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/HBCC_UFO_Newsletter/
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