- On January 2, 2003, I decided to begin a separate investigation
into the disappearance of Laci Peterson. I decided to use three methods
to undertake this. These included traditional criminal profiling and knowledge
of human nature, communications with spirit helpers via Instrumental Trans-communication
(EVP maker), and map dowsing.
This is a time line of that investigation. Included are some of the transcripts
of my sessions, some wav file clips of the actual spirits telling me things
about this murder, and it is a murder, as well as the emails that I sent
to Jeff Rense who was kind enough to bear witness for me.
Something I should probably made clear in the beginning: I am so used to
'talking' to the 'folks' that I am able to sort out their statements almost
automatically into categories: Their statements made TO me, those made
ABOUT me to others (on the other side), those they make to each other (there
always seems to be more than one of them there), those made TO the dead
person I am addressing, and those made BY the dead person about whom I
am addressing.
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- There is one other category...and there were several
of these in the long transcript. When the 'folks' are describing an event,
I am nearly positive that they sometimes relate what the people participating
in this event are THINKING and FEELING.
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- They once told me what my bird Horus was thinking during
a hike outside. So, this can be confusing unless you are aware of their
abilities. Please keep these things in mind as you read some of the transcriptions.
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- I don't always converse verbally during a session. Sometimes
I THINK questions...and they answer them. There seems to be no difference
between my thinking something and my speaking it to them. In fact, they
once said: "Remember the other day when you were fantasizing about
blah blah blah..." I must admit I was taken aback and am now very
careful about what I think about. Especially during sessions. It has been
good training. My psi ability has increased by leaps and bounds since August
of 2001. I have a hard time being out around crowds now.
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- Spiritualist Investigation Time Line
Laci Peterson Murder
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- 12/25/02 I hear the news story about Laci Peterson. My
immediate take is that her husband killed her and that his alibi is full
of holes. I usually don't make these kind of assumptions, but I hadn't
decided to work the case yet. I continue to follow the case over the next
several days.
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- 1/02/03 I am in Berkeley on an errand. On the way home
I make a wrong turn and end up at the Berkeley Marina. I have lived in
this area for twenty-one years and worked in Alameda County as a paramedic,
I don't usually make wrong turns. I suddenly recall that Laci's husband
was supposed to have come to the Berkeley Marina the day she disappeared.
I wonder if this wasn't a mistake at all. I drive around on the south side
of the marina, but feel like I am on the wrong side. I decide to try to
do an ITC (EVP) session to find out if my 'spirit friends' know anything
about this woman.
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- 1/05/03 I do my first session. I begin to prepare it
to listen, but I am busy and wait until the next day, January 6, to actually
listen. Keep in mind, these voices are clear, are coming via a specialized
computer program, and are all recorded...
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- January 5, 2003 19:40:07
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- I asked: "Do you know where Laci Peterson's Earth
body is right now?" (Note - all the replies below are from the 'folks'
on the other side)
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- The replies:
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- "Pity you do not have it."
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- "First park..."
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- "(Underwater)" (Australian accent)
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- "...close to..."
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- "(Don't give up!)"
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- "...Berkeley line."
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- "(Where is my Mom?)" (I am assuming this is
Laci talking)
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- "BERKELEY!"
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- "Underwater"
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- "There they (police) will see that it's anchored
in place, they missed it."
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- "Direct the people to start looking underwater,
it's in the deep."
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- "We can see the Bulb, but farther though."
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- "We took the direct route there, we spied the Albany
Bulb."
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- "There is a..."
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- "(Please find me!)" (Laci?)
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- "...(pulp boat?) or (power boat?) nearby."
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- "You may find that at this depth it escaped the
dog's detection."
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- "Can Mom visit it, my grave?" (Laci)
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- "On good note, it's perfect weather!" (Note:
January 5th was an exquisite day, like spring.)
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- "What did he find?"
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- "All kinds of stuff."
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- "Direct them."
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- This session ran 50 Seconds.
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1/5/03 19:40:07
I asked: "Do you know what happened to Laci Petersen?"
The spirits answer:
"Scott struck her head." (Her husband's name
is Scott.)
"At her home."
"Jesus! Big mistake!"
"That's 'cause he had so many fuckin' <interests>."
"That hurt her?"
"This is a repeat."
"Hello!"
"Her eyes won't look at that."
"Opened it, some mail."
"I know Laci."
"Come on Laci we'll go sit down."
"He wrapped 'his burden' in the green tarp, then
loaded it up outside."
"He had phone, the phone it is missing."
"The tarp, he opened that, on the deck he listened,
then he knelt and he hit
her on her head."
"And Scott did consciously kill a human being."
"Scott, sir, is doomed, tell him."
"They blame him for this."
"We will repeat this over for another station."
"Scott's in his birthday suit."
"Sorry!"
"In her nick-nack ,<harp?> or <heart>
remember her rubies."
"He's off in the bedroom packing up."
"What's that smell?"
"It's really happening."
"He packs the equipment."
"It's messed up in here."
"It's broken Laci."
"Apparently she maced him."
"Scott began coughing."
"It's not working, missed, it's not working."
"The camera, the gift that <he?> <Sarah?>
gave her earlier on the ground."
"He defeats her, he gets her on the ground."
"He's attacking her on the ground, he's strangling
her, he ties it tight, he
sits on her stomach, he has a lamp cord wrapped around
her neck that he
knots appropriately."
"She can't talk."
"He walks outside, he throws his match out, it's
nice out."
"That was dumb he's not done yet."
"Also, he has a cigarette."
"They're not dead yet."
"I'm thinking of <Constance?>."
"I want to be with her."
"Be with her?!"
"Like making love?!"
"After that!?"
"The other one?"
"Good grief, you are insane, you are hopeless!"
"Great example (unintelligible)
"He has problems with a woman?"
"Very possibly so, but that won't help HER (meaning
Laci)."
"A dead mother. Jesus!"
"Technology makes strange bedfellows on God's business."
(???)
"Can you tell my mother..."
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- 1/07/03 I drive to Albany and walk all the way out and
all the way around the Albany Bulb searching for anything out of the ordinary.
I see some tarps, but I think they belonged to homeless people there. I
here that the police are searching the marina a again and begin to feel
hopeful that they will find her.
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- I do an additional session when I arrive home, they give
me a play-by-play moment-to-moment account of Laci's last day including
what she had for breakfast. They give an exacting account of the brutal
murder of Laci by her husband, Scott. The following is only a partial transcript:
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January 7, 2003 #2
I asked: "Where is Lacy Petersen?"
The spirits answer:
"Your reception, your feed here is good."
"Incredible, considerable! little Angel."
"Incredible!"
"You're a friend of mine, please smile."
"I said apparently, they better find Laci, with all
that looking there."
"...Laci"
"An instruction book, isn't that what they find,
and a list?"
"Citizen Craig found it."
"Guilt at you disposing of it."
"I overheard somebody here say: 'I confused this
cop.'"
"(I'm so scared!)"
"He strangled her first, Sis."
"He did?"
"<Upstairs?> or <upscale?>" or <I'm
scared?>
"That hurt."
"Are you O.K.?"
"I'm dreamin'!"
"What stinks?"
"It's MACE!"
"O.K. Ummm!"
"He brought those weapons in here to help."
"Real accouterments."
"XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"
"Is there a pulse?"
"Call her mother."
(the sound of hammering, metal on metal.)
"Put her false husband in custody.
"This is Bannerman."
"It's four o'clock, fuck! gotta go!"
"Up top the hill, little accident there on Third."
"He'll see to it that there is no double jeopardy."
"Don't confess."
"They cannot hold Lisa."
"What about my son?"
"Your husband murdered you."
"It happened in your house."
"It was a bad idea to go fish..."
"Where's my Pappy, where's my Mom?"
"They're surprised, they're being told."
"Breakfast was hard for them, they can't accept it,
that you are dead."
"They are having fruit."
"Tell me what happened."
"He explained it already, you must accept it."
"He had to do what was predictable, that he would
kill her, like some bunch
of cut throats, for example."
"Apparently, it was all over, there was a metal pipe
nearby."
"First one, present note a death knell."
"Here are the details."
"What happened dude?"
"When we moved to California, because they don't
discriminate in the
schools."
"We split up for six weeks this past May, because
we were unhappy."
"We did not say anything because we didn't (unintelligible)"
"And he still killed her."
"Check this out, Laci, what are these envelopes?"
"Check for something in the mailbox, these are critical."
"It is out of the usual."
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- It then goes on to detail what a busy little bee Scott
was as he rushed about to clean up the evidence. Including that he tried
to remove blood spots with paint thinner. Then they say how he got rid
of the body. They also say exactly where the body is in greater detail,
but I don't get to this part of the session until the night of January
16. In fact, I am still reviewing this 30 minute session. The information
regarding the case is so voluminous, so heart-rending and so graphic that
I haven't gotten all of it transcribed yet.
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- 1/08/03 I begin to write to Jeff Rense about the details
of the case in emails. I also send several wav files which he listens to
and hears the same things as I have.
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- 1/09/03 I drive to Modesto to try to explain to the police
what I know and how I know it. I am told to call the tip line from the
lobby and do not get to speak to anyone. I drive home concerned, but become
hopeful when I arrive home to find that they have located something in
Berkeley Marina. First, I think they are in the right place from the TV
shots, but find that they are by the fishing pier, which is on the opposite
side of the marina from her body. I wait until Saturday, but know that
they haven't found her.
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- 1/11/03 The evening news reports that they have found
an anchor I am not surprised. I begin to lose hope, but Laci keeps begging
me not to give up. Shortly after 8:30pm, I am watching the TV when it becomes
static. Then a perfectly square area of the TV screen, right in the middle
of the other show appears and shows a picture of the Berkeley Marina at
night, I can see the other show around the borders. I think that maybe
someone's satellite feed has broken in, but then I realize this is impossible
because I have cable. At that point I know that giving up is not an option.
I do an additional session and I am told the there is a good chance that
Scott will kill himself in an upscale hotel when the case breaks.
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- 1/13/03 I go out to the Berkeley Marina and while looking
out over the spot where Laci's body is located I make a promise that I
will find some way to get the authorities to listen to me.
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- 1/16/03 I am able to finally find the exact location
of Laci Peterson's remains as indicated in the session from 1/07/03. I
am told that Laci's body is tethered to the fifth marker buoy off of the
Berkeley Marina north, toward the Albany Bulb. Almost exactly in the center
of the channel between the marina and the bulb. I find this at approximately
9pm. I send emails to Jeff Rense.
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- January 7th, 2003
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- I asked: "Do you know who killed Laci? Can you give
me a more exact location of her body in the Berkeley Marina?"
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- "Hi Sandra"
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- "Her own husband."
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- "Who did the deed?"
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- "Her own husband did."
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- "Yikes, I didn't know that."
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- "I feel bad for her."
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- "O.K., I'll talk."
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- "Who put it there?"
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- "Scott, roped her to the fifth buoy."
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- "Beside the marker buoy."
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- "Thanks, dude!"
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- "Yeah, thanks dude."
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- "Just doing my part."
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- "All of us are trying to do the best that we can."
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- "Here's your reply: It's anchored to the fifth buoy
near the end."
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- 1/17/03 9:00 am I call the Modesto Police tip line and
give them this information as well as the location of the murder weapon
and Scott's bloody clothes and the details of the murder. They take it
down. I forward the information to Jeff to create a news story for his
site in the hope that this will inspire someone with the authority to go
and recover Laci.
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- *******
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- The following are the emails...all date stamped...that
I received from Sandra. They are all in chronological order of receipt.
--Jeff Rense
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: ITC case work
- Date: Wed, 8 Jan 2003 18:58:39 -0800
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- Greetings Jeff,
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- I have been working on the case of that missing pregnant
woman from Modesto. I have gotten a ton of information. 'They' told me
that her husband did the deed, and that her body is submerged off of the
Albany Bulb. That is a little peninsula just North of Berkeley, it is the
first park north of Berkeley. I didn't even know this place existed until
the 'folks' told me about it. I have lived in the Bay Area for over 20
years.
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- The folks said that the husband killed her with a lug
wrench, and that the lug wrench and a bloody shirt are in a separate package
from the 'bodies of the women and the male fetus' (their term). The husband
cleaned up 'spots' with paint thinner and he is possibly about to commit
suicide in an 'upscale hotel' (again their wording). It was not premeditated,
and the husband is being very careful as he is being very much troubled
by the situation.
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- I have attached two of the wav files. These are the transcripts:
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- 1) Me- Where is the woman Laci Peterson's Earth body
hidden? Answer- "First park (underwater) close (don't...) to (...give
up) Berkeley." The words in parentheses are interjected between the
main sentence which is First Park next to 'Berkeley'. A woman's voice is
heard softly saying 'don't give up' between the other text.
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- 2) Me- Who killed her? Answer- "Her own husband.
Her own?... Who did the deed? Her husband did. Ooooo!"
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- I have been told that streaming the files distorts them,
so you should probably download them then listen. (Scan first, one never
knows)
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- These two clips are attached. If they don't find her
by tomorrow, I will go and talk to the Modesto Police. I think if I go
dressed in a suit and explain the research maybe they will listen. I will
explain that I was a paramedic and I am an 'A' student so, hopefully, they
won't think I am just some nut. If I end up in the slammer, well, lets
just hope that doesn't happen.
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- I went to the Albany Bulb on Tuesday on the same day
and at the same time that the husband was supposed to be fishing near there.
It was pretty isolated over there and it would be really easy to pull off
dumping someone out of your boat, or even hiding something on shore.
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- Have a good evening.
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- Regards,
- Sandra
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- PS - I ended up getting straight A's at the university
after all. I am really glad to have this time off to do the research though.
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- 1stparkclose.wav
- Herhusbanddidthedeed.wav
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: Attached
- Date: Wed, 8 Jan 2003 19:21:31 -0800
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- This is a small clip that occurs right after the part
about first park next to Berkeley. The spirit actually says "Albany
Bulb"
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- I am going to try to play these three cuts tomorrow for
the authorities. If they don't blow me off. If the locals blow me off,
then I will tell the Feds who are working the case. I can't see how this
could possibly be worse than never finding her.
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- I have been getting much better reception and interaction
regarding questions that I ask. I have been achieving about 30% real time
conversation, instead of only 5-15% like before. The rest must have done
me some good.
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- Sandra
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- AlbanyBulb.wav
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: One last little tidbit
- Date: Wed, 8 Jan 2003 19:35:54 -0800
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- If you reverse the wav file HerHusbanddidthedeed.wav,
it says: "He did it!" on the other side!
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- Thanks,
- Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: Modesto PD
- Date: Thu, 9 Jan 2003 16:35:13 -0800
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- Hi Jeff,
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- I drove to the Modesto Police Dept. today, but only got
a chance to talk to someone from the lobby phone. I guess they have had
over 2500 tips, with 300 from psychics. I told them where Laci is, etc.
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- They are going to be putting pressure on the husband
by searching in the area of his alibi, which is that he was fishing at
the Berkeley Marina. This is going to increase the husband's likelyhood
of doing himself in. I hope they are watching him. They must realize that
he isn't going to use that as an alibi and then plop the body right there.
I am surprised that they haven't just taken him in and questioned him under
the hot lights. It is probably because the woman's family still supports
him.
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- They were out at the Berkeley Marina diving again today,
but they need to move north about one mile. I dowsed it on the map as 60
yards off of the coast of the Albany Bulb, at a depth of 11 feet. The Albany
Bulb is a small peninsula shaped like a light bulb, just north of Golden
Gate Fields race track, about a mile or so north of the Berkeley Marina.
That is why when the 'folks' said the Albany Bulb, after I found out what
it was and where it was I screamed. There is a jetty that comes out of
the top of the bulb at the 12 o'clock position. She is located on the 11
o'clock radial.
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- We are having a small storm right now so that may have
shifted to a minor degree. They just need to search the whole area around
it. They might want to start at 11 and move out in arcs in both directions.
If they don't recover her before the next big storm system, well... In
any case, I told them some of what I know and I also told them that I can
locate additional evidence and provide additional information. We will
have to see what happens.
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- I gave them my name and phone number. They were very
nice, but I am not sure if they took me seriously. I will keep you updated
as warranted.
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- Have a good evening.
- Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Date: Thu, 9 Jan 2003 20:27:36 -0800
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- I think I am going to cruise over to the Albany Bulb
tomorrow and have a look see where they are diving. If they don't find
her in a couple of days, I will try again.
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- When I asked the 'folks' about this case, I never figured
that they would be so forthcoming. Now, I am sort of obligated. It makes
me sick that some people would see this as the fast track to their own
TV show. I am much more interested in proving the workability of this in
finding people and things, in proving life after death, and in helping
the family members and the dead people.
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- I really hope they take this into consideration. I told
them I wasn't a psychic, that I was a researcher, maybe that will help.
I have never gotten this much specific information on a case. They must
have missed me while I was busy with school.
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- Thanks for responding, Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: They may have found Laci
- Date: Thu, 9 Jan 2003 23:45:06 -0800
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- Greetings Jeff,
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- I just almost lost it. I was watching the 11pm news,
and they said that at around 6pm they may have located a body in the area
of the Berkeley marina in between 10 an 12 feet of water. What did I say,
11 feet?
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- They may have found the second package with the shirt
and what not in it, or they may have found the package with the body. I
am going to do a session in the morning and ask the folks. The police aren't
going to go back until Saturday with side scan sonar. I felt in my bones
that the folks were right this time. The Albany Bulb is listed on the map
as Fleming Point. Oddly enough, I was born with the name Sandra xxxx xxxx.
--
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- I'll keep you posted. Thanks for bearing witness for
us. At least someone will know what the 'folks' are capable of even if
the cops don't care.
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- Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2003 10:54:30 -0800
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- It is within the same area of coastline contained within
an area of a few hundred yards, right around the Golden Gate Fields Race
track. From north to south, the coast goes Albany bulb, Golden Gate Fields,
Berkeley Marina all within a few hundred yards. I need to go and see where
the police are looking. Also, as I said it remains to be seen if they found
the body or something else as they haven't recovered it yet. There are
two separate packages that were submerged by the husband. One with his
blood soaked shirt and the murder weapon (lug wrench) and one with the
body(s).
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- So, hopefully we will find out for sure on Saturday what
they have there. In any case the Marina and the Bulb are pretty damned
close to each other. It would be an easy walk of a few minutes from one
place to the other. By boat it would take even less time.
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- I have to go to Berkeley today in any case. So I will
swing by the Marina. Another interesting aside. A couple of days after
the woman disappeared and prior to the news stating that her husband said
he was fishing at the Berkeley Marina, I missed my turn at the 80 fwy.
and ended up there 'by accident'. I had a feeling after that that I was
being called to the case, which is another reason I decided to take it
on.
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- I'll keep you updated if the folks tell me anything new
this morning.
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- Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: Map of Berkeley Marina/Albany Bulb
- Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2003 12:19:42 -0800
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- Hi Jeff,
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- Here is a map image with the areas in question marked.
I am going to go in person to the albany Bulb and try to get a better idea
of the location of the police divers, as I will have a perfect view from
that vantage point. Also, I am assuming that the cops will have the Berkeley
Marina closed off to lookyloos like myself.
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- I hope this helps. Also, considering that the woman supposedly
went missing over 100 miles away, when looking at this map, I realize how
incredibly well the 'folks' did on this one. Frankly, I'm impressed.
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- I guess if you can be invisible and float around anywhere
that you want, it gives you a certain edge. Not to mention the fact that
they could ask Laci. I have always wondered if people know what happens
to their earth body after they die. If they stick around or just leave
right away? They seem to care at some level.
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- A lot of my information comes from Burt, who seems to
have access to the big library. He has the ability to play event back on
some sort of 'device'. The only difference is that this device is not limited
to the past of the present. he can also watch future possible events. That
is how he knew about the husband possibly committing suicide.
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- I was thinking from the standpoint of profiling, that
this would stand to reason. That guy, Charles Stuart in Boston, who killed
his pregnant wife and then tried to say some Black guy did it, killed himself
by jumping off of a bridge when the case broke.
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- Sandra
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- To: Jeff Rense
Subject: Now this is interesting!
- Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2003 13:11:34 -0800
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- As if the rest wasn't weird enough... I went back and
listened to the three files I sent you. When I listened to the Albany Bulb
wav file there is a voice on there now, that I don't recall being on there
before, that says: "Moved!". I have had them do this in the past
where they have changed the file slightly after the fact. It is truly amazing
that they can alter already recorded wav files. I am assuming by this they
are alerting me to the fact that the position of the body has shifted somewhat.
Considering the currents in the Bay, and the fact that I did that session
on the 5th, and it is now the 10th, I am not surprised. It is likely in
the same general area of the Bulb and the Marina. I am glad that I was
waiting to do another session. Now I can get the new location. I wonder
if they can do GPS coordinates? I will have to ask.
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- Sandra
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- PS I have attached a copy of this 'new' wav file for
your listening.
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- AlbanyBulb.wav
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- To: Jeff Rense
- Subject: Full text of uncut wav file
- Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2003 14:06:20 -0800
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- Hi Jeff,
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- Attached is a close transcription of the uncut first
50 seconds of the January 5th session. I sent you 3 isolated clips from
it. On close further inspection with headphones, this is what the full
text says. I wanted to get this to you before they find the body so that
you will know that this is what was really said.
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- I am now going to do another session to see if they will
give me GPS location. If you want the full wav file uncut to listen for
yourself let me know and I will send it.
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- Sandra
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- Here it is:
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- I asked: "Do you know where Laci Peterson's Earth
body is right now?"
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- The replies:
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- "Pity you do not have it." (They are saying
this because I asked the question twice and they are complaining that I
didn't get it the first time, or they might be complaining because we haven't
found the body yet)
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- "First park..."
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